Blood Shaper

Return/Update

So, short version, I have problems with depression and anxiety. It's not fun to say that, but... yeah. When I said something about taking a short break because of burnout like two months ago or longer, part of the reason I was doing that was because I saw a stress and other things driven spiral into an anxiety and depression fueled bad mental place coming. Mostly from past experience, I realized that could happen soon, and wanted to take a little break to make sure it didn't. And then right at the end of that little break, some other life stuff happened that fucked me up big time.

To be very quick with it, my grandpa died almost two years ago because of COVID. It sucked, I'm still not really over it. Then, a couple months ago, I hear my other grandpa is dying too, mostly because of his own bad choices. While I love him as a member of my family, I don't really like him, and I was... I don't know how to describe how I thought I was going to be. I kind of shrugged and went, that sucks. He should stop doing the things the doctor is telling him to stop doing.

That is not how I ended up being. At all. He's still not my favorite person, but mostly the whole thing just brought up the grief and depression from losing the grandpa I really did like, which I'm still not over.

So I've been incredibly unproductive for a while.

There will still be a little bit more time before I resume posting here on RR. No offense to y'all on here, but my Patreons have actually given me money, so I'll be getting a better lead for them built up before there's more on here. Shouldn't be more than a week probably? Can't 100% guarantee the date, but shouldn't be too much longer than that. When I do come back, it'll be at a once a week update schedule until I can get in a more consistent place with chapter output.

Again, sorry for the lack of communication. Writing was delayed, but it has resumed!